the past two days are spent slacking ard at home.
nice lying in comfort.
hahahah.
my first two days completely at home eversince the holidays started.

well,
my family's leaving for genting today.
the first time i didnt tag along.
ohman ohman.
i also want to go!!

hahahahah,
its also a good thing i didnt go la
packed schedule next week
with all the extra lessons
shooting trainings
and anderson SJAB CAMP!
then, my bro's BB camp.
hah,
my third and fouth camp this holidays.
wooooo

back to finish up my ppt! :(

I DECLARE
I'M BACK FROM THE CAMP!
WITH CRAMPING BUTT
AND MUSCLE ACHES ON EVERY MUSCLE ON MY BODAY

i am happy enough to go thru the whole camp
given all the reluctance and everything.

i cant deny that i really didnt perform up to expectation in this camp.
but ohwell,
i'm proud of myself to be hanging there till now.
the next thing to anticipate wld be the official ceremony in september.
damn shuang!! woo!
for the very least, i lived up to the promises i've made.

holidays had been super busy.
but probly no more busy life.
im threatened to be grounded.
which i think, is very soon.
one more arguement to all that it takes to trigger off the warrant.
i'm quite okay abt it anyway.
ahahahaha.
super drained.
i've never tried this.
never a day at home.
for the entire holiday till now
the only thing is abt the promises i've made.
all the trainings that i've promised to attend.

we shall see how.
probly, it wont be my choice anw

whats needed is a switch in mindset.

turn your mind upside down ROSALIND TAN!
you need to wake up.
and face the upcoming thingy with a upright MIND!

COMMON!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!
no, you MUST SURVIVE IT!!

Behind These Hazel Eyes
Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes